Just rediscovered my other weight loss blog, I’ll probably start using that one instead of this one cause my boyfriend knows about this one and he definitely will not be able to find the other one haha (sorry sweetie). The other one is more of a diary, and less about pictures.

My other one dates back to early 2008…holy shit. I can’t believe I was 15-20 pounds heavier then. I was reading an entry from where I was “158ish,” ew. So glad I’m so far away from that now. I swear I’ll never touch the 150s again. And soon I’ll be out of the 140s and never touch them again either. I’m reading back through all my entries now…this is really really interesting, it’s taking me way back.

So boyfriend, you re-found this blog in February and didn’t tell me. I don’t know how you keep finding it but I have a feeling that you did something sketchy. I don’t like you knowing it and I don’t know what to do now. I think I’m gonna end up just deleting this.

UPDATE!

So I lost 5-7ish pounds in the 10ish days after my surgery when I could only have not-hot not-solid mostly-liquid food. I am now 140.4, I’ve woken up at the exact same weight for 3 days in a row. Great Success!

I kind of am tempted to stay on the soft foods/liquids only diet for a while more, cauuuse…that definitely worked haha. I just have 10-15 more pounds until I’m at my goal weight! Although I can’t decide whether I want to be 130 or 125 =/ I feel like once I get to 130 I won’t be satisfied haha. We’ll see I guess. My BMI is now 19.3. How is it physically possible that I only have .8 BMI points until I’m classified as underweight…? That’s not possible, like at all…I don’t look anywhere CLOSE to underweight. At 135 I’ll be 18.6, 130 would be 17.9, and 125 would put me right at 17.2. Do not understand.

I’m so excited to almost be out of the 140s and back into the 130s for the first time in almost 2 years!!!

I just realized…I’m exactly 10 pounds down from where I was in December…10 fucking pounds less than I was when I went to Aruba…if only I could have lost that weight before Aruba haha…anyway, here’s to another 10 more! I’m also 22.5 pounds down from the highest I’ve ever been…that’s incredible…gotta pat myself on the back for that one. And I’m only HALF A FUCKING POUND AWAY from the lowest weight I have ever been in my adult life!!!!! oh my god!!!

I’m going to Africa for nearly 3 weeks over summer, working on an orphanage and a Big 5 game reserve, I assume I’ll naturally lose weight there hahaha. Also going to Tahiti or Turks and Caicos in August, I want this to be the first tropical vacation that I look really good on…so what if I’m already 19 by the time that happens? At least it’s (hopefully) happening. And then I’ll be looking good from 19 for the rest of forever :]